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‘We Hate the Media! Get Out of Here!’

A student journalist's firsthand account of the Jan. 6 Capitol riot.

Trump supporters carry a cross to the U.S. Capitol, Jan. 6, 2021 / Madison Muller

Madison Muller is a graduate student studying social justice and investigative journalism at Northwestern University's Medill School of Journalism. She spoke with Sojourners' Jenna Barnett.

“I GOT TO Federal Plaza around noon, right when Trump’s speech was starting. I sat with a group called the America First Coalition. They had plugged a phone into a megaphone and were standing in a circle listening to the speech. I sat right in the middle to listen. Ten minutes in, Trump started speaking about his distrust of the media and [how they were] complicit in the ‘rigged’ election. That’s when I started getting a little bit fearful. I could see people looking at my press pass. When I said that I was a graduate student journalist, one of them said, ‘We don’t like people in grad school.’ And then they started yelling at me, ‘We hate the media! Get out of here!’

A larger group started forming in the street. I [ended up] at the front of the group when they walked to the Capitol. I saw people in bulletproof vests, people with military tactical equipment, walkie-talkies, helmets, goggles; people had batons in their backpacks. There was this acceleration toward the Capitol. I remember thinking there is just nothing that’s going to stop the momentum of this group. I was surprised by the lack of law enforcement that I saw, especially after having covered racial justice protests since May, where there’s always such a heavy police presence.

I heard flash grenades go off, which sound like bombs. There was smoke in the air [and] families there with little kids just watching the people climb up the Capitol walls. It was striking how many American flags there were. And along with all of the shows of nationalism, there was a lot of religious signage—posters saying, ‘Jesus is my savior. Trump is my president.’ I’m just so curious how people got to this point of conflating Christianity and the American flag with what happened [that day] and with Donald Trump.”

This appears in the March 2021 issue of Sojourners