I'm thankful that God rarely answers our constant requests wanting to know the future.
Why?
Because if we knew, we'd never move forward. We'd be tempted to do what Jonah did: He ran the other way.
I can tell you right now that if I knew what the past year or the past 10 years would be like, I'd have been in complete paralysis. I have no idea what the next decade holds for me, but I no longer want or need to know. It's in good hands. I'll just do my best. Live by grace. And trust.
I'm a dreamer. Yes, I have my bouts with cynicism, but in my heart of hearts, I am a dreamer and an idealist. I believe I can change the world. But over the years, I have learned an amazing lesson:
The best part of wanting to change the world
Links:
[1] http://sojo.net/blogs/gods-politics
[2] http://sojo.net/biography/eugene-cho
[3] http://sojo.net/blogs/2010/08/20/best-part-wanting-change-world#comment-covenant
[4] http://sojo.net/letter-to-web-editor?post=The%20Best%20Part%20of%20Wanting%20to%20Change%20the%20World
[5] http://sojo.net/donate