Your petitionsthough they continue to bear
just the one signaturehave been duly recorded.
Your anxietiesdespite their constant,
relatively narrow scope, their inadvertent
entertainment valuenonetheless serve
to bring your person vividly to mind.
Your repentanceall but obscured beneath
a burgeoning, yellow fog of frankly more
conspicuous resentmentis sufficient.
Your intermittent care for the sick,
the suffering, the needy poor is sometimes
recognizable to me, if not to them.
Your angers, your zeal, your lipsmackingly
righteous indignation toward the many
whose habits and sympathies offend you
these must burn away before you'll apprehend
how near I am, with what fervor I adore
even these, the ones who rouse your passions.
Scott Cairns teaches poetry at the University of Missouri. His most recent collection is Recovered Body (George Braziller, 1998).